Story of A Heartbroken Idiot

Drawing clouds in da air

A castle floating

Prince charming on a white horse

Fairy tail replacing reality

Tears will flow

Reality will win

It will rain 

Next come momentary rainbow

B grateful

Enjoy

For what U have

Not yet in life happiness stay forever
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Y does it has to hurt so much?
Was it because I loved u too much?
Or was it bcoz I thought U loved me that much?
Could it b that it was juz me?

Da tears dat flow y can't they stop?
It's not washing away da pain
I thought w time da wound will heal
But how long does time need?

Every second of da day
The memories of us pass my mind
Like a story telling me how many lies have been told
How many promises have been broken

Trying to put on a smile like I'm wearing a hat
Faking a laughter of a clown
Putting an act performed by a Broadway star
So dat no ones knows how hurt n broken I am

Imagining U coming back to me
N knowing that will never happen again
For ur heart is not mine
For ur heart beats for another women's love

From afar I look at da silhouette of ur back
The arm that use to hold me tight
Those fingers that use to intertwined w mine.
N the man that use to b mine.