Medic school... ==' not great..
My first semester n I'm loosing it.
Dunno if I'll b able 2 c da light of my second year here.
5 year of medic school is not something I can c in my future. Can I make it? With Allah permission I pray that I could... But right now, all I could sense is "blank".
I'm no book worm n I'm not responsible enough 2 care bout much... hard at studying is not me.
My love life isn't showing any sign of a once upon a time either.
There's spark but juz not da right one.
Da one dat I actually like is not giving me da attention I'm desiring 4.
Always wanting the prince that I can't have is my kind of cliche... or is it a curse?
'No guy, no cry' or so they say... wtvr... life is confusing enough as it is. no need 4 drama to make it worse.
May da right guy finds me in good time.
On the other side...
My social life has been improving tremendously.
New friends... new memories made.
My housemates... have only known em 4 few months not even yet half a year but I can already feel da love n care we have 4 each other. Each with their own charm. We may not share lots of thing in common but we compliment each other in a way that only Allah knows how.. We respect n try to compromise with each other praying that diz friendship will last till Jannah.. Living with em have been filled with laughter n surprises.. I'm thankful 2 have em as my friends n me as their own.
Having em with me made me realize that having friends is far more important than having a single boyfriend. Friends n the other kind of 'friend' is juz different. Friends are dependable with secrets, u trust em more with it but U juz can't trust any other person with it. Not even ur Bf/Gf... Dunno why but it juz is.. 4 me..
All in all. 2012 is more than I wished 4...
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